N1C
from Tell Me I Can Fix This on My Own by Deerful
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VERSE
When lightning struck the spire of the station
We listened, lost in wonder, to the sound
A storm in from the south
A crack across the sky
That shook us where we waited on the ground
I laughed that this was what I’d always wanted
Be washed away without a trace behind
It breaks my heart in half
It breaks my heart in half
No one can be this happy all the time
CHORUS
Everything will change, you said
But what if I’m not ready
What if I’m not ready
What am I supposed to do instead
VERSE
The hours I spent fixating on the weather
And silencing the voice inside my heart
I could not read the signs
I did not know you then
And now I don’t know where to even start
CHORUS
Everything will change, you said
But what if I’m not ready
What if I’m not ready
What am I supposed to do instead?
Everything will change, you said
But what if I’m not ready
What if I’m not ready
What am I supposed to do instead?
VERSE
If I could climb inside your head and stay there
If I could be the one who came prepared
A storm in from the west
A crack across my heart
Perhaps I wouldn’t be so fucking scared
When lightning struck the spire of the station
We listened, lost in wonder, to the sound
A storm in from the south
A crack across the sky
That shook us where we waited on the ground
I laughed that this was what I’d always wanted
Be washed away without a trace behind
It breaks my heart in half
It breaks my heart in half
No one can be this happy all the time
CHORUS
Everything will change, you said
But what if I’m not ready
What if I’m not ready
What am I supposed to do instead
VERSE
The hours I spent fixating on the weather
And silencing the voice inside my heart
I could not read the signs
I did not know you then
And now I don’t know where to even start
CHORUS
Everything will change, you said
But what if I’m not ready
What if I’m not ready
What am I supposed to do instead?
Everything will change, you said
But what if I’m not ready
What if I’m not ready
What am I supposed to do instead?
VERSE
If I could climb inside your head and stay there
If I could be the one who came prepared
A storm in from the west
A crack across my heart
Perhaps I wouldn’t be so fucking scared
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from Tell Me I Can Fix This on My Own,
released September 1, 2018
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Deerful London, UK
I'm Deerful, aka Emma Winston.
I write electropop about feelings on synthesisers small
enough to use on the bus, and in tiny live-coding environments.
I love making music more than anything in the world.
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